Hi friends,
It has been a long while since I've written here. It is not that nothing has been happening that is worth reflecting, but it is that too much has been happening and I'm stranded and lost.
My parents, who are supposed to be my front line and my protectors are under attack by nothing smaller than the politics in Taiwan. Mom has to sleep alone at night because Dad is detained. And Dad is targeted not because he broke a law but because people say, “Big tree catches wind.”
I have been having a hard time letting myself relax or have fun, after last Sunday’s entry whipped cream fight all I could feel was the feeling of disgust. How can the two worlds be more different?
Two days ago Natalie called me on my birthday and she reminded me of something precious. Even though I might not want to celebrate on my birthday when nothing I’ve been seeing is beauty nor kindness, it is actually a wonderful day to remember that I am forever a part of my dad and I can give him happiness through my celebrating my life and I can give him strength by being strong.
That is precisely what birthdays are supposed to remind us, isn’t it! Wow.
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Posted by: オテモヤン | January 26, 2010 at 07:18 AM